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this friend, we’re pretty close and we have lots of GT’s together. but there’s times where i just don’t understand some of her actions, which then bothers me and annoys me…

… but every time i see her again, i smile and get excited and happy. like i put all of those things that made me annoyed away. 

it’s like a cycle. lol.

happy -> sad -> happy -> sad 

not being able to comfort your friend. 

my friend is not doing well atm, and i can’t even think of what to say to comfort him, i can’t think of what to do to comfort him. 

stay strong <3  

i hate having the feeling of being so clueless sometimes. or i hate having the person i’m talking to being annoyed by my cluelessness (not a word but whatever). 

i’m sorry for being so clueless at times.

haha, it’s funny how i said that with anger. 

i hate how i can’t think of good advice when i really want to help the firend. i feel so … useless. 

& i hate how when i do give advice i can’t follow ‘em myself. 

UGH.